Still not running...

Still not running. I don't even remember the last time I ran. Definitely well before we went on vacation which was about a month.

So, the job situation has leveled out a bit. A bunch of shit hit the fan when people found out I was being laid off. People who rely on me and my archival expertise on their projects went to bat for me and now I am back at work. I have full time, at my same salary, for 6 months for sure. That gets me through the end of March. It gives me time to get lots of things done, prepare the collections for the next archivist, and apply for better, more secure jobs.

My mother arrives for knee surgery #2 on September 4th. I'm excited for her! I am hoping having that time off will allow me to get back on track with some running or at least walking.

I'm quite bummed that I won't be prepared to run the Bear Chase Trail Race. I am quite disappointed in myself. Why can't I do this? Why can't I get and stay motivated? I just don't know what to do anymore. It's pissing me off that I am letting all of this other crap get in the way of my own health and happiness. Aarrggh!

I need.... something.... not sure what.